7adath belfe3l " msh belfe3l awe "

ha7kelko ya gama3a 7aga wallahi 7asalet ma3aya we law msh 3ayzeen tesadda2o 22roha 3ala ennaha 7kayet 2bl elnoom.. mn yomen kda aw talata da'7alt anam we kont morhaka geddan elmohem 2awwel maget 2d'7ol f elnoom la2eet wa7da 2ammora awe gat tesa77ene we bet2olle ennaha 3ayzane 2asa3edha...besara7a ana esta'3rabt. men de?. shaklaha msh '3areb 3alayya elmohem en ana 2omt 2shofha 3ayza eh la2etha betotlob mnne 23allemha ezzay teslob f elmayya .. eza kont ana maba3rafsh 23oom 23allemha ezzay.. nezelt ma3aha le 7ammam elseba7a we 2olt 27awel ma3aha '7sosan ennaha kanet betzenn 3alayya ennaha mot2akkeda en ana ba3raf 23oom... 2a3adna 7awale sa3teen we fel 2a'7er 3allemtaha toslob bs betare2a '3areba la2en awwalan elmayya kan malmasha '3areb shebh gamed ledaraget en ana shakket en de madda salba loola elbalall elle ana 7assah. elmohem la2etha betetlob mnne enne 23allemha tenam 3ala dahraha f elmayya ... eh eltenka de? besara7a ana knt ba3raf anam 3ala dahre f elmayya bs el'3areba en ana kol mage 2a33allemha 2ala2e en f s3ooba we fe waga3 shdeed fe 3adme... elmohem ma3 shewayyet maghod mnha we ma3 kter waga3 fe 3adme 3allemtaha... we yaretha sabetne .. 2addena elyoom kollo ba3allemha 7arakat '3areba zay ennaha tenam 3ala ganbaha fe elmayya we etsa7ebt 3aleha we kol shewayya 3adme yewga3ne 2ktar we 2a7es belbard elshded ra'3m en 27na fel seef...... we fag2a la2et elbnt tel3et tegre b3eed zay maykoon shafet 3afret fag2a we la2eet elmayya betegmad we shewayya shewayya tet7awwel lemartabet sreer we la2et yoman bnt '7alte bet7ott 3asaya fe bo22e we bet2olle " ya '7arabe ya sara dante toool ellel so'7na. manadetesh 3alayya leh?"
fag2a fehemt kol 7aga .fhemt en da ta'7reef mn el7omma we en elbnt de heyya ana we ana msh 3arfa 2t2alleb fel sreer mn kotr elwaga3 elle fe 3adme we en sure elmayya gamda we mablola la2en da elsrer msh elmayya we elbalal da howwa el3ara2....
besara7a ana fre7t awe la2en de kanet 2wwel marra 2t'3alleb 3ala elso'7oneyya 3an taree2 mana3et elgsm mn '3er 2dweya ra'3m ennaha kanet 3amaleyya mo2lema geddan...
eh da ana shayfa elbnt de mn b3eed tane gayya we ma3aha elmayoo
laaaaaaa yomna el7a2ene b modad 7ayawe besor3aaaaaa

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ma3lesh katabt franko elmarra de esta7mloone ana wa7da mareeda we mn 7a22e f shewayyet dala3
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from sara with love